Xanga...why do you constantly disappoint us?...

...I haven't been updating here on Blogger, or even on Wordpress (fuck that site), but I do tend to update more on tumblr <3. Then again and like I said before, tumblr is not really much of a "blog" site that we're all use to. Its more for loading up pics, media, and all sorts of crap. Anyways, I've been in the mood to update for a good while now. I can't even update my wordpress because you know its fuckin wordpress. Its also a bit hard to update on this site as well since it seems too dead for my taste...but then again so was Xanga. Thing is, I always find comfort in Xanga more than any other blogging site. My ideal purpose of a blogging site is basically to rant my feelings and to get certain things off my chest. I feel as though this site is too open...because its google. Can't fuckin win...

Can't deal with other blogging sites...

...wordpress is a joke, livejournal is more like a dead journal to me (there is a site called deadjournal), and Xanga is all messed up since it switched to Xanga 2.0 which is a lot similar to wordpress format. So far, I haven't been blogging because of these changes, and I posted a few times on tumblr but its more of a open site that blogs pictures and other inappropriate shit. So I might as well blog here for a short while till things get better or just permanently blog here for good. So far, my schedule at school is a bit hectic but what can I do? Just got to live with it throughout this semester and hope for the best outcome from it. I decided to take Pharmacy Technician class at KBCC, just so I can finally get a decent paying job and a career I can build experience with. My dream is to be a doctor, and I got to build my resume for medical school so they can take me in. Most importantly is the experience and a decent paying salary so I can finally build up more credit. If an idiot that I once knew can do it; because I push her to do it, I can do it 100x better. Lesson learned, stop helping out needy people who are always lost and confused. Work on yourself and forget about the others, your more important than that. Everyone isn't a friend at all, just unnecessary abuse. I still got some reading to do, but I'm gonna take care of that in the morning. Until than, later blogger.

I forgot about this blog...

...silly me, I'm not really feeling for blogger since I've been with Xanga for many years. I tried many other blogs and I can't help but go back to Xanga. Since that blog its on the edge, I might have to get use to this one or Wordpress (another blog that is completely alien to me). Well, like I said I have to get use to this one, and post some pictures. Can't believe I haven't been on this blog since November 2012, shesh...